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Danas sam sjeo i postavio si jednostavno pitanje: zašto to uopće radim u ovom trenutku?

Tako sam počeo prolaziti kroz ponude, isplate i afilijacije koje sam vratio — sve što se dogodilo otkad sam počeo strujati. I iskreno, neke od ovih brojki su lude kada sve saberete.

Počnimo s pripadnošću koju sam vratio

• Srušeno:65 022 dolara
• Još:19 467 dolara
• Roobet:28 676 dolara
• Ulog:21 252 dolara

To je134,417 $ vraćeno je igračima samo kroz članstvo. A to čak nije ni cijela priča.

Počeo sam strujati RAW. Mojih prvih nekoliko godina uopće nije išlo dobro — doslovno sam gledao jedan dan u tjednu, kockao i kad god sam dobio, davao sam novac gledateljima. Gledajući unatrag, bio sam potpuni idiot s novcem.

Tada sam dobio svoj prvi ugovor s Razedom: 300 dolara popune, bez povlačenja, i ako se dobro sjećam, 100 dolara tjedno. Sav taj novac vratio se igračima pod mojom šifrom.

After that came a MetaSpins deal that honestly made little sense. They offered me $10K despite the low affiliation rate. Someone cashed out $10K, gave $9K to stream, and Jumper and I took home $500 each. There was no affiliation on MetaSpins.

Od tada sam prešao s Razeda na Roobet i natrag na Razed, uvijek pokušavajući pronaći načine da usrećim igrače — jer mi je zajednica uvijek bila prioritet.

Sada pogledajmo Stake, gdje konačno mogu jasno vidjeti brojke

1. mjesec

• Isplata:11 500 dolara
• Vraćeno:9500 dolara
• Vraćeno igračima:82,6%

2. mjesec

• Isplata:14 700 dolara
• Vraćeno:10 600 dolara
• Vraćeno igračima:72,1%

Tekuće razdoblje

• Isplata do sada:9300 dolara
• Već vraćeno:$6,500
• Another $1,000 is still in the raffle.

To znači da smo već kod69.9%, or 80.6% when the raffle money is included.

Across these three periods, we've returned $27,600 out of $35,500 in cashouts, including the pending raffle. That's 77.7% of those cashouts going back to the community — and we're only coming into our first biweekly raffle.

What happens behind the scenes

I genuinely feel like some of you don't understand what happens behind the scenes, or how much of my own money and time goes into this.

I gamble off-stream as well. I'm a degen on stream and off stream. I'm not pretending otherwise. But here's what people don't see:

• Team and production costs: around $1,800/month
• X giveaways: $600/month
• Stream giveaways: $500/month
• My own withdrawal: $600/month

And that last number deserves some context. I spend an estimated 6 hours a day, 7 days a week, working on everything behind the scenes — that's around 182 hours a month. My $600 monthly withdrawal works out to approximately $3.30 an hour. And that's before you even start counting the hours I spend actually streaming.

So here's the moral of the story

Maybe I'm genuinely the dumbest affiliate in history.

The affiliation figures above alone add up to $134,417. Add the $35,500 in Stake cashouts I've listed, and we're talking about $169,917 in combined affiliation givebacks and cashouts across these figures — and that's without even pretending this is a complete financial overview of my entire streaming career.

Yeet alone saw me give back approximately 75% of the cashout figure I'm comparing it against, and that was one of the reasons things didn't work out with some casinos in the past.

What I actually want to know

Everyone talks about 10x monthlies, crazy bonuses and how much they give back. But what are the actual numbers? What happens behind the scenes? And what happens when the camera is off?

I want to see the transparency. Not the marketing, not the LARP stories, not just the biggest number someone can post to make themselves look good.

I'm not posting this to act like a saint. I've made mistakes, I've made bad decisions, and I've probably given away money I should have kept. But I want you guys to understand what we're trying to build here, and how much goes into keeping this community going.

TGZZ has always been about the players. And I'm going to keep showing you the numbers.

TGZZ OUT.