Kontrola rzeczywistości w mojej podróży strumieniowej

@everyone — sprawdzian rzeczywistości w mojej podróży związanej z streamingiem.

I sat down today and asked myself a simple question: why am I even doing this at this point?

So I started going through the deals, cashouts and affiliation I've given back — everything that has happened since I started streaming. And honestly, some of these numbers are crazy when you put everything together.

Let's start with the affiliation I've given back

• Zrównane z ziemią: $65,022
• Yeet: $19,467
• Roobet: $28,676
• Stake: $21,252

To jest$134,417 given back to players through affiliation alone. And that's not even the full story.

I started streaming RAW. My first few years didn't go well at all — literally streaming one day a week, gambling, and whenever I won, giving money away to viewers. Looking back, I was just being a complete idiot with money.

Then I got my first deal with Razed: $300 fills, no withdrawals, and if I remember correctly, $100 paid per week. All that money went back to players under my code.

Potem przyszła transakcja MetaSpins, która szczerze mówiąc nie miała większego sensu. Zaoferowali mi 10 tys. dolarów pomimo niskiego wskaźnika przynależności. Ktoś wypłacił 10 000 dolarów, dał 9 000 dolarów na transmisję, a Jumper i ja zabraliśmy do domu po 500 dolarów. Nie było żadnego powiązania z MetaSpins.

Since then I've gone from Razed to Roobet and back to Razed, always trying to find ways to make the players happy — because the community has always been my priority.

Now let's look at Stake, where I can finally see the numbers clearly

Month 1

• Cashout: 11 500 dolarów
• Given back: $9,500
• Wrócił do graczy:82.6%

Month 2

• Cashout: 14 700 dolarów
• Given back: $10,600
• Returned to players: 72.1%

Bieżący okres

• Cashout so far: $9,300
• Already given back: $6,500
• Another $1,000nadal bierze udział w loterii.

Oznacza to, że już jesteśmy na69.9%, or 80,6% when the raffle money is included.

Across these three periods, we've returned $27,600 out of $35,500 in cashouts, including the pending raffle. That's 77.7%z tych wypłat wraca do społeczności — a my dopiero bierzemy udział w naszej pierwszej dwutygodniowej loterii.

What happens behind the scenes

I genuinely feel like some of you don't understand what happens behind the scenes, or how much of my own money and time goes into this.

I gamble off-stream as well. I'm a degen on stream and off stream. I'm not pretending otherwise. But here's what people don't see:

• Koszty zespołu i produkcji: around $1,800/month
• X prezenty:600 dolarów miesięcznie
• Prezenty strumieniowe: $500/month
• My own withdrawal: $600/month

And that last number deserves some context. I spend an estimated 6 hours a day, 7 days a week, working on everything behind the scenes — that's around 182 godziny w miesiącu. My $600 monthly withdrawal works out to approximately $3.30 an hour. And that's before you even start counting the hours I spend actually streaming.

So here's the moral of the story

Może naprawdę jestem najgłupszym partnerem w historii.

The affiliation figures above alone add up to $134,417. Add the $35,500 in Stake cashouts I've listed, and we're talking about $169,917 in combined affiliation givebacks and cashouts across these figures — and that's without even pretending this is a complete financial overview of my entire streaming career.

Yeet alone saw me give back approximately 75% of the cashout figure I'm comparing it against, and that was one of the reasons things didn't work out with some casinos in the past.

What I actually want to know

Everyone talks about 10x monthlies, crazy bonuses and how much they give back. But what are the actual numbers? What happens behind the scenes? And what happens when the camera is off?

I want to see the transparency. Not the marketing, not the LARP stories, not just the biggest number someone can post to make themselves look good.

I'm not posting this to act like a saint. I've made mistakes, I've made bad decisions, and I've probably given away money I should have kept. But I want you guys to understand what we're trying to build here, and how much goes into keeping this community going.

TGZZ has always been about the players. And I'm going to keep showing you the numbers.

TGZZ OUT.